Post by j on Jul 14, 2010 9:53:26 GMT -5
OK just posting some thoughts/a little rant maybe of mine really, why here? Because it’s the only place I frequent as a forum so I apologize in advance.
On the bus being accused of being smelly
OK so I am a big person I’ll admit that, but why is it the misconception that as a big person I automatically smell bad. Here’s the scenario I am fresh out of the shower, clean shaven, deodorized and with cologne on. So basically if I smell anything it’s nice. Anyway someone gets on and the absolutely smell foul, and they sit in front of me. Next thing an old lady taps me on the shoulder and makes a comment that I smell of BO. Naturally I am offended because I don’t smell at all, so I tell her to consider that it’s other people that smell. Then she replies well you are a big man, so I basically invite her to sniff closer which she does and she says “I’m sorry I was mistaken” so basically she thought because I am big that I smell bad? That is one thing that truly annoys me. Big people don’t smell, it’s big people with poor hygiene that smell bad, well it’s actually people with poor hygiene that smell bad.
Same if you are a smoker, some absolutely wreak of smoke but others do not, so it’s unfair to say that all smokers smell bad, because they don’t it’s the ones with poor hygiene that smell bad.
Criticizing working methods, but they don’t know how to do it.
So I was working on a website, and my method is to create the general layout in Photoshop and then cut up the images when I code the actual website. My cousin said to do the coding first and then do the images, is he a web design or developer? No. However he tells me I am doing it wrong. I don’t tell him how to fix a car because I honestly don’t know how to, but he does it about every job and he makes me laugh because most of the time his idea is the wrong way. In the case of mine it is a preference and not the absolute right way, I prefer to design the layout in Photoshop and there isn’t anything wrong with it. Even my teacher said it is a good way to see how the colors will work and how it looks, I know it’s a small thing, but unless you are 100% sure what your idea is the right thing I really think you shouldn’t stick your nose in.
Caring too much about what others think
This actually came about KH’s thread about certain attractions, I mistook the question there. Just a friend recently was asking me a lot about what I thought of his girlfriend, particularly about her age. Like “How old does she look” and such, I tried not to give it too much thought until he just bugged me about it and I asked how old she was and it turns out she is 7 years older than him, I know to some that might seem a lot, but my mother and father the age gap is double that so I guess it doesn’t shock me at all. My friend is really worried that he’ll get mocked because of it and I really don’t see how it will happen and why it matters since she’s a nice lady, she’s funny, attractive and kind hearted.
I do wonder where we get this need to be accepted by everyone almost instead of just those who matter, I’ll admit I’d seek approval on a lot of things I used to do. In some things I can clearly say this is good and be proud of it, but others I need to have others say they like it before I can be proud of liking it or something I made etc. I just wished for certain things like CAWs, RPing and such I could be just proud of doing instead of getting frustrated to the point of stopping because nobody said I was doing a good job or bad job etc. It is just weird how with some things I actually don’t care what people think but on a few things I do. Something in the mind that just does it I guess, it’s a part I’d love to switch off along with my conscience sometimes.
Now that’s the bad parts now for some kind of good stuff I guess
Starting a home study course
Being unemployed and actually trying to get a job is hard, because I know you can say you should be working towards it all day every day, but with how things are at least here in the UK it is hard to get a job. So spending more than a couple of hours a day doing it is enough IMO anymore and it drives you insane, the issue is not replying back so basically you are stuck not knowing what you are doing bad application wise or interview wise. Anyway so now I am going to say something that is probably to some here ‘blasphemy,’ but I actually got bored of playing video games. My friends either live a bit away or have a job, so I am kind of left with only my mother to talk to she’s a pensioner btw. So I got an email about home study courses, one of which was Dreamweaver and Flash.
So I thought it is something to do and I have some money tucked away I could use for it. So I signed up and I have started working on it two assignments so far I have an A on. So there is already a positive because getting an A makes you feel good. So from a confidence point of view it is helping me and I am learning more to do with my ideal job so it should help me in the long run too. Also it helps me be creative without it just being through CAW. Since I want to cut back on CAWing and stuff is a very good thing for me.
Someone special
OK without going into detail I’ll just say last year was a bad year for me because I went through something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, and following that my long term relationship broke down. One thing about that is that a friend of mine was there through it all, and it wasn’t easy for her because I wasn’t always the best person to be around, but she put up with me and supported me. Recently I was able to put my past relationship behind me and move on, so I took a chance and I ask her to be my girlfriend, and she said yes. My only doubts or negative things is because I want to be able to treat her like she deserves and buy her nice things. Meaning I need a job to do that, just to show her she means an awful lot to me, and she makes me feel great.
OK so for those who read, feel free to add to a topic in here, and thanks for reading it those who didn’t... Meh who cares
On the bus being accused of being smelly
OK so I am a big person I’ll admit that, but why is it the misconception that as a big person I automatically smell bad. Here’s the scenario I am fresh out of the shower, clean shaven, deodorized and with cologne on. So basically if I smell anything it’s nice. Anyway someone gets on and the absolutely smell foul, and they sit in front of me. Next thing an old lady taps me on the shoulder and makes a comment that I smell of BO. Naturally I am offended because I don’t smell at all, so I tell her to consider that it’s other people that smell. Then she replies well you are a big man, so I basically invite her to sniff closer which she does and she says “I’m sorry I was mistaken” so basically she thought because I am big that I smell bad? That is one thing that truly annoys me. Big people don’t smell, it’s big people with poor hygiene that smell bad, well it’s actually people with poor hygiene that smell bad.
Same if you are a smoker, some absolutely wreak of smoke but others do not, so it’s unfair to say that all smokers smell bad, because they don’t it’s the ones with poor hygiene that smell bad.
Criticizing working methods, but they don’t know how to do it.
So I was working on a website, and my method is to create the general layout in Photoshop and then cut up the images when I code the actual website. My cousin said to do the coding first and then do the images, is he a web design or developer? No. However he tells me I am doing it wrong. I don’t tell him how to fix a car because I honestly don’t know how to, but he does it about every job and he makes me laugh because most of the time his idea is the wrong way. In the case of mine it is a preference and not the absolute right way, I prefer to design the layout in Photoshop and there isn’t anything wrong with it. Even my teacher said it is a good way to see how the colors will work and how it looks, I know it’s a small thing, but unless you are 100% sure what your idea is the right thing I really think you shouldn’t stick your nose in.
Caring too much about what others think
This actually came about KH’s thread about certain attractions, I mistook the question there. Just a friend recently was asking me a lot about what I thought of his girlfriend, particularly about her age. Like “How old does she look” and such, I tried not to give it too much thought until he just bugged me about it and I asked how old she was and it turns out she is 7 years older than him, I know to some that might seem a lot, but my mother and father the age gap is double that so I guess it doesn’t shock me at all. My friend is really worried that he’ll get mocked because of it and I really don’t see how it will happen and why it matters since she’s a nice lady, she’s funny, attractive and kind hearted.
I do wonder where we get this need to be accepted by everyone almost instead of just those who matter, I’ll admit I’d seek approval on a lot of things I used to do. In some things I can clearly say this is good and be proud of it, but others I need to have others say they like it before I can be proud of liking it or something I made etc. I just wished for certain things like CAWs, RPing and such I could be just proud of doing instead of getting frustrated to the point of stopping because nobody said I was doing a good job or bad job etc. It is just weird how with some things I actually don’t care what people think but on a few things I do. Something in the mind that just does it I guess, it’s a part I’d love to switch off along with my conscience sometimes.
Now that’s the bad parts now for some kind of good stuff I guess
Starting a home study course
Being unemployed and actually trying to get a job is hard, because I know you can say you should be working towards it all day every day, but with how things are at least here in the UK it is hard to get a job. So spending more than a couple of hours a day doing it is enough IMO anymore and it drives you insane, the issue is not replying back so basically you are stuck not knowing what you are doing bad application wise or interview wise. Anyway so now I am going to say something that is probably to some here ‘blasphemy,’ but I actually got bored of playing video games. My friends either live a bit away or have a job, so I am kind of left with only my mother to talk to she’s a pensioner btw. So I got an email about home study courses, one of which was Dreamweaver and Flash.
So I thought it is something to do and I have some money tucked away I could use for it. So I signed up and I have started working on it two assignments so far I have an A on. So there is already a positive because getting an A makes you feel good. So from a confidence point of view it is helping me and I am learning more to do with my ideal job so it should help me in the long run too. Also it helps me be creative without it just being through CAW. Since I want to cut back on CAWing and stuff is a very good thing for me.
Someone special
OK without going into detail I’ll just say last year was a bad year for me because I went through something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, and following that my long term relationship broke down. One thing about that is that a friend of mine was there through it all, and it wasn’t easy for her because I wasn’t always the best person to be around, but she put up with me and supported me. Recently I was able to put my past relationship behind me and move on, so I took a chance and I ask her to be my girlfriend, and she said yes. My only doubts or negative things is because I want to be able to treat her like she deserves and buy her nice things. Meaning I need a job to do that, just to show her she means an awful lot to me, and she makes me feel great.
OK so for those who read, feel free to add to a topic in here, and thanks for reading it those who didn’t... Meh who cares